Today I had a makeover. The person who gave me my makeover, is a wonderful, caring, loving and kind person and I thank her for the wonderful spoil.
However, sadly in my crappy mind I took it another way. Just one more person telling me I am not good enough. I need to change and I am ugly. These are all things I have heard many times in my life, so it is a recurring theme. The way I feel is all on me and in me feeling rejection, I am in essence rejecting the kindness that was done for me.
But do I need to change my opinion, or should I rather focus on who I really am, realising that not only am I good enough, but perfectly ok, just the way I am. It took a half an hour to give me my new look and even though I do look very good in the pics, it isn’t who I am. I am the crazy mommy who will run out the door at the last possible moment hoping that I remembered my underwear. I suppose I should have more pride in my appearance but I don’t feel like it is a priority.
This is who I am:
Mother, cuddle buddy, author, friend, good and gentle hearted woman, but most importantly GOOD ENOUGH JUST THE WAY I AM!!!!!!!